resolutions 2010

10Jan10

I’ll write more.
I love to write, and I feel like I don’t do much of it anymore. When I do try, I never publish them because they are still rough drafts, and not for the world to read.
I’ll censor myself less.
I’ve also come to the realisation that I’m quite a private person. After writing something nice, I end up censoring and editing to remove the specifics. While I want to share my life with you, I don’t want just anyone to read and understand me too well. What a dilemma.
I’ll take more photos.
Ever since I changed my phone from the SE to Nokia, I stopped using the camera almost at all. I really miss that handy and trusty camera in my k800i! The camera in my e71 simply doesn’t match up. I’m considering getting a small camera, but at the same time I don’t think I’d bring it out much to take photos like before. Anyhow. Baby steps. I’ll just take more photos first.
Drink more water. Watch my weight.
I need to be healthy.
Love myself, live my life.
This may sound very generic and cliche, but this is something I really need to make my own life mantra (on top of the “live my life without regrets” one).
I try so hard at work, but is it what I want to do? I’m not happening to my job, my job is happening to me. While it’s true that I can’t effect changes at my level, but just looking at my boss. Is that what I want to be doing? Because that is indeed where I’m heading, if I continue what I am doing.
Bring my parents on a holiday.
We are already trying to plan for this. Just got to make it work!
Make a little more effort for the people dear to me
It was a rude shock when I attended a dear friend’s dad’s funeral recently. Just seeing how much weight she lost, how pale she became… Realising how tough it is for her and her family. I could have been there for her, more than I was. I’ll be there for you more, and work should not be more important than my loves.